Serious can someone PLEASE give me advice?

I'm a senior now and I go to this vocational school ( Scarlet Oaks) and I now have morning lab and 1st lunch. My senior hopes went out the window because there's mostly juniors in my lunch and and in one of my cles. I don't want to go back to my home school ( Mount Healthy High School) I was stress the first day because I came back with just new hair no new clothes or shoes. I can't get a job to save my life. I ride the bus with mostly juniors I want a car because it is horrible, I feel like doing something stupid sometimes but I check myself into not doing so. I want a drink or something what do you think I need to do?